Thursday, September 4, 2008

I don't know what to think anymore

Ok, so a day that started well is ending on a downer. Despite seeing progress with follies on the ultrasound today, my estrogen has actually dropped by like 180 points. I'm flabbergasted. Clearly this is not good. I'm to up my estrogen to 700-freaking-units tonight and return tomorrow.

I'm getting really tired of this and hope we can decide once and for all what to do tomorrow. I had tentatively been anticipating a retrieval next week. Now I'm back in limbo.

Why is this happening to me???????? Clearly a rhetorical question since no one can answer that. There is not why; it just is what it is.

6 comments:

Sanda said...

Don't give up yet! You still have all of those follicles over 10mm in there, so I'm still keeping my fingers tightly crossed that you'll still have your retrieval next week. Tomorrow can still be a good day.

Nadine said...

So sorry to hear that you're having such a rough time, this sucks.

sara said...

I am so sorry - I am hoping that things will turn around somehow with this cycle. I hate to see you have to go through this...(hugs)

Carolyn said...

Hi, I recently found out that I have a unicornuate uterus like you have. I wonder how rare of a breed we unicorn girls are? I'm sorry for the problems you're going through right now. I'm not really looking forward to fertility treatments myself, which will probably be starting later this month.

Samantha said...

I'm sorry about all of the jerking around with your levels. You do still have some big follies - let's hope they will grow!

niobe said...

I'm so sorry that this is turning out to be such a roller coaster. Hoping for better news soon.